“Wake-up Call”

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We get these wake up calls that throw us for a loop once in a while. I’ve had this terrible sinus infection for weeks. I haven’t been sleeping good either, lots of coughing and chest pain as well as congestion. I’m on my second round of antibiotics, and my doctor sent me for all kinds of test. The good news is that everything checked is in proper working condition. Yeah!😆 

However, I just happen to have my yearly mammogram scheduled at the same time. While I’m sitting last night relieved to know all my other test came back normal. I get a call from the breast center that they see something, and they   want me to come in right away for more mamo pictures and an sonogram So I went in today, they see two tiny spots, but want to wait 6 months to have another sonogram done. Now my youngest sister was just diagnosed with breast cancer. She goes in for surgery next week. So as hard as I work at keeping a positive mind, it was hard to fight how close this comes to home for me, plus my Mom died from breast cancer.  

Driving home I can’t help but feel like I’ve been giving another wake up call that makes me re-evaluate my life. I’m feeling grateful that it wasn’t as serious as it could have been. While the thought of those tiny spots still being there sits deep in the back of my mind. I will not let it rob me of the next 6 months worrying about what hasn’t happened yet and may never happen. I have too much to do and I’m grateful for the things that continue to make me feel alive. 🙏

  

About connieszone

I've come to know myself as a unique individual expression of God. I love that there is only one me in all the world. I'm still learning, growing and experiencing all the wonders that this life has to teach me. I live, move, and breath in this shell of a body God has given me, and together we travel. He see's, hears, taste, smells and touches all that I experience through the individual personality that I am. I believe He exist in each one of us for the same purpose. I am a daughter, sister, wife, mother, grandmother and friend to many. I love to write and express the many thoughts that swim around in my head. I love to read. I'm a creative crafty kind of person. I love being in my garden. I've been working on my families genecology for 25 years. I think that about sums me up for now.

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  1. Connie – I am so sorry that this development has occurred. It hardly seems fair, but no one promised life would be fair. You have a wonderful attitude. I hope our group can help you keep your spirits up. I will support you on any way you need. In the meantime, take care of yourself. Try to relax. I will hold you on my prayers and send healing light to you. Love, Ginni Sent from my iPhone

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